Friday, May 21, 2010

WHAT DO I DO WITH IT?

The winds came and the cards gave. Now I'm in the clear and my mind and eyes are open. I can now see. The picture is already put up. I finally get to the clearness my eyes are open n no matter how much i want to go blind i cant so i sit in mental agony. Asking myself what to do with it now that i know. I jus wanna crawl under a rock somewhere and jus disappear. Vanish. Become traceless. All those words that mean no longer exist. U ask y? I will tell you. Better yet i will show you. Don close your eyes. Just watch why I'm on a downward spiral towards crushvile. 10 thousand foot drop got nothing on this fall. I have the picture with me.it hounts me. It stalks me. It mocks me. It openly displays itself for me to see it and to know i cant do anything to it. I have it etched in my mind. I have it on my eye lids when they shut to sleep.I have it like a bad tatoo that cant come off. I have it when i eat. I have it when i walk. I have it when in the shower. Even when i look. All i see is it takin over my sanity. Now you see it now you feel it. You tell me WHAT DO I DO WITH IT?
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  1. Kevin NicholasMay 21, 2010 at 6:55 AM

    At times we get hurt so much that we can not fathom bringing ourselves to forgive but if we jus look past it forgiving becomes very easy

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  2. njeri mashariaJuly 19, 2010 at 4:02 AM

    And when you forgive it makes you feel relieved, though its sometimes tough to forget, it all depends if the one you are forgiving will repeat the mistake again.

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